Viernes, 28 de enero de 2005
Una taza de café, cargado, negrísimo, sin una pizca de azúcar, humeante aún. Y el sabor añejo de un cigarro en los labios. Unas pesadas gafas, lapicero punta fina y el papel en blanco que te mira, te regaña, te lleva a la desesperación.
El temor a la nada, a la escasez de ideas, te hacen pensar que hoy tus demonios interiores se fueron de paseo sin pedir permiso. Se han mal acostumbrado, piensas, ahora que caes en la cuenta de que esos paseos están durando demasiado y quizás esos malditos demonios no vuelvan más. ¡Que los necesito, coño! se me ocurre gritarles a ver si se animan a volver. Espero. Y espero.
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hope | 28-01-2005 17:52:19
hope | 28-01-2005 19:49:51
Me dicen Loco...
A veces creo serlo...
Pero me ocurre, como ayer, no ser otra cosa que un simple loco...
Ayer comenzaba una semana de vacaciones: me levanté temprano y en medio día escribí dos cuentos. Por la tarde empezaba el tercer cuento de vacaciones y me llamaron por teléfono del trabajo para decirme que me suspendían las vacaciones hasta nuevo aviso, por trabajos urgentes...
Cerrê la computadora y a esperar hasta el fin de semanas para lanzar un nuevo cuento... Pero hay tanto que escribir, tantos caminos por donde ir recogiendo historias que no entiendo cómo se puede esperar con una taza de café al cuento, al cuento que llegue a...
Creo que estoy loco de tanto que tengo para escribir... loco, loco... loco de no comprender o de comprender que los cuentos se recogen como las hojas que caen de los árboles... loco por lo tanto que tengo que escribir... tanto y no saber cuándo parar de ser un simple loco que escribe y escribe sin tener dónde tirarlos...
Ah, quisiera quedarme con una taza de café, un cigarrillo, fumar y olvidar hasta que desaparescan tantos fantasmas que agigantan mi locura de escribir, una taza de café un cigarrillo y nada, pero absolutamente nada para escribir y olvidarme de que existo más allá de esa taza de café... de mi locura, de mi cigarrillo... y quedarme como un loco sin nada que escribir...
-Es mejor, me digo, no escribir nada y no tener nada que escribir...
felix toshi | 02-02-2005 00:27:43
hope | 02-02-2005 01:46:31
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